hey guys

i'm first of all gonna warn you that, and this piles up on the lack of updates or submissions i've posted in DA lately, that for the next two weeks i'll be on a trip to montreal therefore most likely unable to post anything new and maybe even get ahold of replying anytime soon either.

i'm soo damn exited though <3

two ENTIRE weeks with NO worries!!!!
two entire weeks of euphoric funn and laughs and happy times with the people who've helped me build the best memories of my life before i had to move away.
two weeks with no school or worries about fucking summer school
two weeks without family! (or more specificlly without my father. that man fucking ruins people and i can genuinely say that just not having him around is a reason more to be happy, because that means less anger and no constant bitching and yelling and angry fits to be endured, hiding and trying to avoid his mere presence..)

anyhow.

i can't waittt <3

i'm leaving tomorow at seven in the morning, and due to some stops and stuff by the person giving me the ride there, i'll arrive sometime around three or four in the afternoon.

packing for two weeks is so hard!
i'm tempted to bring nearly everything in my wardrobe, which naturally i can't do, so i had to make desicions and only bring half of it. (lol or maybe a little over half.. ) it's a little hard for me since i'm particular in my way or dressing and i pretty much have mentally memorized every piece of clothing i own and so i usually mentally match and choose what i'll wear before putting it on, but if im gone and half my wardrobe stays at home i get super mixed up and it fucks up my mental clothes-picking. lolll.
anyhow i managed getting everything ready and it's sitting on the floor in the middle ofmy bedroom. i have two duffel bags of clothes and a tote bag full with all the other stuff like shampoo and conditionner and hair straightner and toothbrush and makeup and sunscreen and like fifty other things essential to my superficial self.

i also am bringing my camera along with my batteries & battery charger.

so most likely i'll take a bazillion pictures and upload a few when i return.


im so exiteddd dammit, i can't wait till tomorow <3

oh man i'll have to like, get up at five in the morning and that's four hours & a half away from now...
that's fine though, knowing myself, ill only manage falling asleep around three and get like an hour or two of sleep, and then i'll wake myself up with a burning shower or something.
and then take like an hour to blow dry my hair.

OMG.
hair.

it's a disaster.

it's cut.

like, not short, most people would still see it as long, but you see, i let a friend cut off the split ends and she winded up cutting like a foot off of my hair, since its all weird and my hair was sorta choppy and cut a little randomly from my cutting strands out of my hair.

meaning that now, instead of being long reaching down to like below my ass like it used to, its like, down to my lower back. that pretty much means that like, a year & a half of hair length was cut off
it makes me sad not to have my incredibly long hair anymore, even though now it probobly looks better since its straighter without split ends and stuff, but still.. i wish i'd have taken pictures beforehand that plainly showed off its length, but i guess its too late for that..

i also found out that straightening alll of the hair on my head instead of what i used to do of just straightning the bangs and letting the long end sort of wave from the middle down, like it naturally did, looks pretty much incredible and ill try doing that again sometime for pictures. its pretty cool

anyhow

oh yeah!

i got my tongue pierced!!!

yAY!
i adore piercings

i went to get it pierced with this girl i know here, she has like nine piercings.
i also got another piercing that both me & her did, except i don't want to say because it's a secret that i only tell or show people who want to be in on the secret it's just really damn random lol and it was fun to get done.

lol i can't eatttt because of the tongue piercing since my tongue is swelled and probobly will be for the next two days or something (i got the piercing like two or three days ago and the girl said my tongue would swell abit for around 3-5 days)


oh my this journal is getting long, im really just writing out so much stuff for everyone to read!

anyhow tomorow im getting dropped off at my friend molly's house, and that's pretty wonderful since i adore that girl, she's amazing and also i'll be seeing some other of my friends like cynthia and marlene and like everyone who's willing to put up with me lol
there's also some moar people i wished i could get to see but considering the way things are lately i'm guessing they don't exactly feel like seeing me

anyhowww




i painted my nails in white nailpolish today,

andthat concludes this journal entry,

so goodbyee peoples <3 <3